Before I sleep I see and hear: “Until this point you could go backwards, from now it’s only forwards”.

 Dreams and visions from the night.

 I am in the forehead vision. Healing those who come by in my head/thoughts.

 In a vision I am underground and see strong brown roots from new growths that are ready to shoot up as new vegetation.

 Hear the phrase: “If there is something you cannot reach, you have made yourself small, – become big”. Hear and see a lot of variations on the theme, e.g. Holding your hand close to your body and postulating that you cannot reach because your arm is not long enough.

 I slide through a lot of indefinable images and experiences. I wake up and turn a little in the bed. This is followed by a dream flash: A very tall, very thin man with very white, almost transparent skin stands naked, wearing only a large yellow-green hat with a wide brim. Next to him stands small people or children. They lead him away. Hears the words: “The final ignition”. Time stops and I slip into some substance that is not defined until it dawns on me that I am here until I accept that it is me, who is the tall man. Suddenly I can feel the acceptance. I see and experience that I am hanging in the air, curved like velvet and rotating around the horizontal axis that it forms. It is said: “Nothing matter(s)”. Then I am in a god-white landscape. The landscape or space is formed by my skin, which is stretched out like a thin white membrane, from which everything grows out, – all the shapes in the space and myself as tall and thin. At the same time, the skin membrane is perceiving everything that happens and I experience. Regardless of which direction I move in, the space grows out of the membrane in that direction.

 Åse comes into the bedroom, lies down next to me and says: “I get the idea that everything you have experienced is just a path to the core”. And that is exactly what I have experienced. “Wise woman” said in gratitude.

 Later comes the following statement: “What you worship, you cannot reach”. “What you worship can give you great experiences, which can fill you with peace and joy, but also with a longing for something more”.