Dream: Something about time is running around in my head, while I look out of my forehead. At this point, I see my head from the outside without the skull and at the same time I see the inside of the brain. Green figures are formed in the gray-blue brain tissue. They change, fade out, form new figures. It is apparently without form and system. This is followed by the sentence:

 “No time – nothing and everything same space – nothing to chase”.

 “Time – if you choose”. (You choose your own point of view)

 I lie between doze and sleep, and hear the sentences:

 “Accept all beings, accept all seeings”.

 “Don’t control anything”.

 Satguru is there in my sphere. He says with a smile: “I don’t take care – I act”. And continues: One word pronounced by 100 voices gives 100 meanings, why should yours be better. It’s like a cork – ups and downs – no flying no drowning. Begin to meditate twice a day and you will find what to say.

 (Too) many people associate spirituality with faith, but it is just a state. If you treat it as a faith, you put your thoughts and perceptions in the way of it. The same is true with changes. If you treat it as a mental exercise or a belief that you have to believe in, you are just holding yourself back. The change  is a dynamic state where you make the change/do something different than what you usually do. If faith is defined by the lives of others, you turn one possibility into an unattainable absolute.

 Dream vision: See life as a gigantic organism. I am in its lungs, where the inhalations and exhalations create vibrations in life and the surroundings. The sound is violent, just like the air currents. You just have to submit to it. Then I see it from the outside as a gigantic pink monitor lizard, meandering along. I see it through three prism surfaces, then in infinitely many prism surfaces – as through countless eyes at the same time. If we abandon this fundamental individual, we abandon ourselves. The individual is life itself with body, emotions, needs and wisdom.

 Do not live the life of the wise, do not walk the path of the enlightened, for it inevitably leads only to submission, stagnation, norm formation and suppression of diversity.