Needs and myself

In dreams Satguru comes. We talk about needs. He says: “All your needs are legal. No one determines your needs”. We have a cheerful moment about the legitimacy of owning something and also making money. Later in the day I sit and look through my forehead: When I look through my forehead, I see that I see. (I see that Satguru is standing next to me) – I see the necessary. I have actually been here for a long time hoping that others saw it and legalized it through their confirmation. And even though some did, I still sought their confirmation and legalization. – When I see, I wander without space, time, place and distance, and I am without myself because I am everything. Because I am everything, when I see, I am not outside, but in. I see that when I see, I am not outside, but in. That I am outside is and has been a falsehood, because it is also in me. I have limited myself and my body, but as a bearer of seeing, the limitation is not necessary. It only makes sense if I maintain being outside, which I made a condition of existence. So eat and see, digest and see, shit and see, do everything, but see. “Make no excuse for not to see, because it will just weaken you”.