I’m lifted to Mt. Kailash, and the Gods say to me: “You all have all inside also Mt. Kailash. All contains a little Mt. Kailash. But in your inner process you are not to climb to the top, because you are standing on the top. That means you are connected to the Gods, you are what you are meant to be. Just give you time to see and listen. Tell people about it. They don’t have to crawl to the top, but they have to listen and give life time.

 I’m being catch in a case and feeling guilty because it has failed. I can’t get it out of my mind. So I ask the Gods what to do. In the same I exploded to nothing and connected to all. Later I’m again catch in the thought: “I have to pay”. The Gods show me a white bottom and say: “”Just push it”. Free again.

 Why do you hunt it, if you don’t want it. You want freedom, but you don’t give up your borders. You want a lot, and you pray for it, but if you have it, what then?

 You can’t compare freedom to anything, but you can feel it, when life streams through body an soul. So don’t compare your life with other life. It has no meaning only new borders.