To fail is not a jail, just stop making wrong to not right.
Right often changes over the night. So if right is in your sight, you just fumble blind in the night.
Possibility and visibility.
“I can’t do it”, “I’m not able to”, “I’m the wrong to do it” – just statements.
I wake up from a dream and have to pee, but I hold myself back, and it dawns on me that it hides an old pattern about not having to disturb or be a nuisance to others. It must be a lie. I get up and pee, but I don’t turn on the light, and I don’t pull out the toilet. So I still try not to disturb. Old patterns are sometimes cool.
I do the exercise that I was shown the other night: I slide up into the Brahman room. Through the forehead sight I see a yellowish color with a slightly darker, unclear center area. I feel like opening my mouth. At the same time, the yellowish thing slides through me. And the entire digestive canal is visible as in the infant fetus’s first formation of a tube, through which everything interacts with the outside and is digested. Then it is said: “Spine”. A red line/flow runs through the spine (the second folding of the fetus). This is followed by the sentence:
“Digestion is the same for everyone. Thought is different”.
When our digestion works, the digestive flow and the spinal flow form a pair. This is expressed by:
“Chew your food and become wise. Think big thoughts and become nonsense. But together everything can be achieved”.
I lie on my forearms and try to relax my back. It is said: “Pull your back long with your asshole”. I try to see it through the forehead sight, and my body responds by relaxing my back more and stretching a little further without me doing anything else.
