Dream: A masked figure appears in a sphere of small particles. The figure is covered in a helmet, goggles, a big coat and gloves. I can only see who it is if I look with my forehead vision. I see and hear the phrase: “No more guessing, no more messing, no more hiding – time for guiding”. The person behind the disguise is Lord Shiva, Satguru, myself, but it doesn’t matter so much who and what, but that I acknowledge the kinship.

 Dream: About my forehead vision and about changes in the inner images and perceptions. Through forehead vision we are connected to the matter of the mind, where everything can be created and nothing is limited. The inner images that have created about ourselves within the frameworks that we have defined ourselves, we can change when we allow ourselves to see them, and then create new ones that give us freedom back, through a realization that we are created for and for life regardless of what others have told us.

 My front view is a state in the life sphere without time, place, distance, space, without frameworks. The state of front view embraces and benefits. The front view is the state of Shiva – the change.

 Asceticism does not lead to synthesis. That only happens when you leave the asceticism.

 Asceticism is only allowing yourself a very small space.

 Asceticism can contribute with focus, but not with synthesis.

 I meet Buddha, and he tells me the following: “I was not enlightened because I saw everything, but only when I recognized that I needed everything – and went out of asceticism.

I go out of my own limitation (asceticism) recognizing my need for everything. Among other things, I eat gratin made with both wheat flour and eggs for the first time in 40 years and later also whipped cream.